I just was declined the part time position I requested at my job and will have to resign because I can not resume a full time job and my intern which means if I do work fill time I can't graduate in may 2011. I usually drink when I get bad news but I refrained from that impulse. Please pray that I can deal with this setback and get unemloyment extensions. I also got drunk the other day and called my brother harrassing him because he raped me at 16 and his wife is aware and threatening his marriage. I feel so guilty and I never meant for this to get this far. Please pray that I can forgive my brother and be string through this adversity keeping god first and accepting gods will and answer no matter what it is. Please pray that Ouida can keep his first and sever all ties to abusive relationships and men especially Kevin who I have cut off from my life but I feel empty about it as well. Thank you all. And may god bless you all in our fight against the evil one.