Dear lord I come to you as humble as I can be asking for understanding, why am I in this situation. Lord i am aware of my faults and know that I not perfect, Im trying. I have done all that I can do and I'm still finding the strenght to keep doing, Im not sure if I'm working on my own energy or someone else. however lord, you have blessed me and my family and theres no doubt in my mind that you just keep on blessing me. my first child, my first apartment, a good job what more can i ask for you just keep on giving. there are people who have nothing, childern who are starving, people living in illness, but me, I'm BLESSED!! lord, I can't pay my rent but I'm blessesd to have experienced having my own; lord i don't know how I'm going to get christams gifts for my son, but i'm blessed to have him............. lord i just wanna say that i'm greatful!!!! for all that you have done I grateful!!! Thank you , Thank you , and Thank you!!!!!