I have tried to save my relationship, accepting that I caused the breakdown in the first place. I feel I have exhausted all avenues and am desperate. The pain is unbearable. In the name of Jesus, I beg that God will allow me one final chance for happiness with JD. Given the opportunity, I will work day and night to keep her safe and happy. If I am weong, and we were not made to be together, then may God forgive me and let me find peace because as things are, I want the minimum of time on this earth