I have a small service business that God gave us many years ago. It has been the livlihood of my family and God has helped us over and over again. The past 2 years we have been forced to supplement the business with our retirement savings and now that is gone. I have asked God over and over if He wants me to give this up and do something else. I have not felt freedom to give it up but there are not enough calls coming in to pay the bills. I have struggled so much with discouragement when the bills come due and I cannot pay them. I really need God to provide for this business. I need the calls to come in, people to favor us (we do very nice work), I need provision to flood in. It has come in trickles, but I need the floods to get us out of this mess. I need God to have mercy on me. He knows how much I can stand and I know every trial is meant to grow us, so I trust Him, but I feel at the point of cracking under the strain. God please show me what to do.