Father you know my struggles and only you know the way out from them. I've tried every resource I can find and I'm still stuck here at this deadend. I don't know where to go or who to turn to. I'm completly lost! Am i destined for homelessness? It seems so, since I've never had a home and dont see one in my future. I'm giving it all I got and then some but nothing is working out and I ran out of options. I'm sorry I often break down and cry and wish I were never born. But I am in so much pain it's so hard for me to deal with I hope you understand. I feel so alone. And now the only hope I see for my baby is to give her up. But my heart tells me it is not the right decision for my daughter. I can't find the answers. I try to keep hope alive but I'm not even sure what I'm hoping for. I've never had guidance, so please guide my way. I need some sort of direction before its too late. In Jesus name. amen.