terrence300 Wrote:What can I say Dear, love stinks.... I say move on with your life, forget about your past... Just go on with your life meet new people make new friends..... I know just how you feel. I still dream of her often. Its been over 3 years since we broke up. I spent 5 years with her and loved her so intensely that it nearly destroyed me when she left.

I felt utterly defeated when this happened. It was like it came from no where and I never understood why it happened. I have an idea now, but I couldn't tell you the exact reason for why things went the way they did. Now, I just feel really numb. It's not that I want to hold on to false hope--I just feel like there's a wall built up. It's difficult to meet new people and as I may have stated before, I am almost afraid that the Lord will reject me--like He'll tell me no if I ask for someone else--to ask for the One. I appreciate your prayers and advice. I hope that you can find someone who will make you happy as well.