I'm a senior in highshool this year is rough in terms of grades and applying to college I plan to do army ROTC in college my recruiters have not been helping me in anyway I feel so alone during all this decision makin I am stressed out and need guidance please pray with me that go make a way for me to get in to college especially with my terribly written college essay oh lord I need help! But most importantly pray that through everything thy I can find god and stay with him he seems so far away and I feel depression creeping up sometimes and haunting me please and thankyou amen.