Lord I pray daily that you will remove all unGodly relationships from my husband's life and replace them with Christian influences that can lead him home to you. I pray that he will come home to his family that love and miss him terribly. Please be with me and give me strength to raise my children alone. I pray that my heart will remain loving towards my spouse and that our marriage will be restored and rebuilt on the foundation of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am so alone in my stand for my marriage and I pray for a prayer partner or friend to help me through my darkest hours. My heart is broken as I have been abandoned and the physical pain is still with me after 9 months. I pray that there will be some relief in my suffering and that I can focus on other areas in my life while God works His will for my life. I pray that when my husband returns that our love will be deeper than ever and nothing will shake what we build together. I pray that he will return and not go through with the divorce.