I really need your help. I have been living in fear for so long that it's hard to smile. I need to go to the doctor and get tested but I am so afraid to believing something may be wrong. Please pray for me because I am so afraid and have know one to turn too. Life supposed to be a joyous experience but all I feel is pain and heartache. Please pray that God gives me the courage to go to the doctor and my results will come back negative. I am so afraid.