I feel like everything is so hopeless, I feel like such a failure. I had big plans, tryed to raise my children right, but everything feels like it is slipping away from me, and of course I take ownership of this. Please pray for me, I mean't well but somehow, somewhere, I feel like I have failed. I'm sorry Dear Jesus, please forgive me and tomorrow when I wake, if it be your will, I'll try to do better. Just please help me, how can I live without my son? My heart hurts and he is in prsion for a very long time. Everyone in my family has had their breakdowns, but not me, I'm supposed to be superwoman, I guess, Well I am hurting very, very much, please help me, Jesus, please help Me.