please consider a job change or a medical leave.i considered a career as a social worker at one time but i knew i wasnt strong enough to handle it.i wanted a career that i felt would help me serve god.however god took me in a different direction than i forseen.im working at a factory but i serve god by listening to my co-workers and being a good friend.god doesnt want you to destroy your own life to help others.he will understand if you change careers or take some time away.i will pray for you.