I am praying for you. praying for your strength and restoration and for your love and your marriage to be transformed into what God created it to be. Sometimes the people we love most are hurting more than we know and is reflected in theri lack of affection and desire for us. Love your spouse even when you are at the end of your rope...love them with the unfailing love that Christ loves you!! God moves mountains but sometimes it takes a while and sometimes He allows you to move mountains in your marriage by loving even when you have nothing left and are getting nothing in return! You are His and He is yours...I pray you rely on Christ first and then your spouse. I am in this one with you more than you know and I will pray we are sustained to love when we need love most and are not getting it where we need!