I will pray for all of you that have to bare this pain. It is tremendous. I have not been very kind to my husband when voicing his needs. He finally had an affair that has lasted for two years. It is long distance.
When I found out about it I asked him to leave. He does not want to come back. He says he is confused because he thought I had given up on the marriage. He says he no longer loves me and does not know what to do. He does not want to talk about it. He says he needs space and time. He has told this young lady that he has ended it, but wants to return to her country to see if she has waited for him because he believes she loves him. My husband is 42 and she is 25. She lives more than 3500 miles away. He met her during a business trip. He says she gave him the time and made him feel needed and wanted.
Oh my.. this pain is so unbearable. I have two young children that I am dragging down with me. I don't know how to begin my life, my mornings my days. I know that I had neglected him, but I could not imagine how painful this is.
I have always loved my husband, I just got caught in thinking he was to strong for my selfish, unkind behavior to effect him. Then I became angry because he acted out. It was only because he was hurt.
Please, please pray for me. Please pray that I won't lose my faith in the Lord. We have separated and he says he need time away for a long time.
I don't know what to do. I need help that I will believe in the Lord. I need a prayer that the Lord will enter into his heart and mind. I need prayer that I will stop forcing my loneliness and depression on my children.
My love for him is eating me alive. I can't function and have gone from 128 pounds to 114 pounds.
Please pray for the Lord to heal this pain and bring my husband back home.
He is still speaking to me and providing for me as well as the girls.
I need help to save this marriage, but I don't know where to begin. I feel toxic and ashamed.
Please pray that I will become closer to God. Please...Please...Please pray he will come back home.
Thank you