I hope it helps to know the child is with Jesus now and in perfect peace. Maybe you can help others with the love of Christ who are struggling with similar situations. The Lord loves you, i pray you will accept His mercy and love and let Him heal you.

Father, please help this person just know You love them, You love to give mercy abundantly and You still have a wonderful plan for their life, for a future and a hope. May they be able to rest in You and know there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ, so may they accept You Jesus as their Lord and Savior today if they have not, and may they know Your grace is sufficient. in Jesus name, amen