I really fell away from God back in September of 2009 and continuing until this past August. I got caught up in some heretical and false teachings, and got fired from a job I was really doing well at for 3 years, and I was living with my mom and brother, but foolishly moved out and lived with a guy named John for 6 months, and I have realized he used me for my money, and I foolishly listened to him a lot and lied often to my mom and brother, and because of my sinning, I am now nearly broke, and can not get any money from John, who was extremely verbally abusive. I also gave lots of money to a few churches I attended for short times, and found out they both regularly teach false teachings and heresies, and the Pastor of one of those churches has been proved to be a fraud. I realize I had a very hardened heart because of my lying and sinning. I have moved back to my moms house and have been there for 2 months now. I know God forgives according to 1John 1:9. May I be totally healed and restored to a good/great relationship with God, and may He restore my finances and take away all pain and hurt I have endured. And, may I forgive everyone who wronged me. Thanks much, God bless you!!!