I want to kill myself at times.MY life is not easy and I am poor and dont have much. All I want is to be smart,intelligent and be able to pass my exams to stop the circle of poverty and suffering in my life.However I failed another exam and I am on the verge to be kick out..I dont know whats wrong with my brain I study so hard to try to have a place in this world and yet doors after doors are closing in front of me.why is life so unjust why certain people have it all beauty,intelligence and money..I do not understand.All I asked is God to give me the intelligence and brain to excell in my program so that I can provide a good life for my family yet I just failed another exam.How hard should I study..AM I cursed? do know what to do anymore..I cried out to him but GOD seems to forget about me..HE makes me mad with all the ills he lets happen in this world.. I guess all I can ask is for prayers of hope,blessings,opportunities and miracles in my life.