God bless you too! Wow! I read this and know that God saw it too. I pray with you in this very moment that the Lord will help deliver you from this energy in your body that creates the panic attacks. I too suffer from terrible anxiety from time to time and have learned that calming myself down with breathing, re-directing my thoughts to something different and sometimes removing myself from the situation helps. Sister, you are very dear to share this struggle with us and I pray for many blessings and peace to come into your life and into your body. May the Lord heal you and help you to live a life feeling secure, safe and calm from his love.