i feel like i am not dealing with deadlines or any issues in my life & living in a fantasy world to escape i feel everything is slipping away and i cant control it.

I want this something thats blocking me to do good things for past 2 years to be removed so i can go back to how i used to be, a good christian, a good student, a good wife.

i have one more chance to pull everything together, i want to start now!
but i feel i cannot focus and other thoughts keep flooding my mind. please pray for my concentration on christian values and studies to replace my bad dreamworld of thoughts today, i want this evil gone! I want my focus.
please help me? Please pray for me?