Please pray for me and my family. Please send out strong and urgent prayers today for me. I am really at my end. I strongly believe in Our Lord Jesus Christ and I firmly believe that He does not give you anymore than you can carry and when He does, He shoulders the load for you.
I am an awful person. I was a terrible, spoiled child/teenager. I was wild and lots of times out of control. I have done many things that I should not have done. I have tried to live my adult life better. I help take care of my husband's step mother, by cooking dinners for them. I try to help anyone who asks. But, I still have my faults. My biggest being my mouth. I don't know when to keep it closed or not voice my opinions.
Now, it seems that my job is jeopardy. To keep a smile on my face and not be ugly to fellow co-workers (even when they are rude & hateful to me) I have vented a few times on my Facebook page. I never call names. I just have put on there something like, I am glad to have the day off and be away from the drama! or These people at work are driving me crazy!! Get a life! DA!! Very ugly comments, but I was able to keep a smile on my face and not say something to someone I would regret. Except now I may suffer with my job, because someone saw my page (I thought I had it set as very private!) and printed and sent it to my boss. I have a meeting this afternoon!!
Please pray for me to not lose my job, be a better person and not lose my family. If I don't have my family, I truly have nothing. I need my job to pay bills. I have started having migraines again....
Please pray for me..... I need......Oh, please....