I understand this kind of spiritual warfare, fears God is not with you, fears you are lost without hope or you committed the unpardonabe sin, and dealing with lots of oppression and warfare. Good news, as long as you are concerned about your standing with God, that is a good thing. The LORD for whatever reason is allowing alot of trial for you, but remember, Jesus is a Man acquainted with grief, a Man of sorrows. The Lord must be preparing you for alot. Paul said in he was persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalites, nor things present nor things to come could separate him from the love of Christ. Jesus absolutely loves you! He said He will by NO MEANS CAST AWAY THOSE WHO COME TO HIM!!! (John 6:37) I believe God will bring you thru this night season to the other side, and then you can comfort others with the comfort God brings you.

Father, please bring rest to this dear soul in Jesus name, spiritually and emotionally and mentally and physically, and rebuke the enemy for Thy Name's sake Lord, we ask for Your tender mercies in Jesus name, amen