I am being served divorce papers by my husband of 18 yrs. We have been married since I was 20 and we have a 12 almost 13 year old. I have talked to an attorney to protect myself and our son, but truthfully, I am scared to death. This is not from the Lord, I know, but the human part of me is so unknowledgeable. I have depended on him for almost everything and now he is abandoning me and going to another woman. I do not want this divorce, but I cannot make him stay. He has turned into another person; I do not even recognize him or any of his behaviors. I need prayer and wisdom. I have wonderful friends and family, but truly I am so scared. I would love for God to perform a miracle, but there is free will and I have to be ready for that truth. PLEASE PRAY.