I cant stand it any more,I really cant cope very well,full of pain,full of hurt,full of tears,I don't want to be here any more
Please Father,please answer my prayers,unless you want me to die now,I could quite easy take an overdose,forgive me in Jesus name,but I need Alison to reciprocate all her love to me as her future Husband,I love her so MUCH! please let it happen for her and me,please Father,I beg of you,please improve my whole finances,so I can clear my debts and just live in financial security,I am sorry,