ANEWME, I LOVE WHEN YOU SAY OPEN UP MY HEART AND IF IT IS NOT OPEN ENOUGH.......
CONCENCRATING YOURSELF COMPLETELY TO GOD COULD BE VERY CHALLENGING. WE REALLY HAVE TO BE CAREFUL WHAT WE PRAY. NOT SAYING THAT YOU SHOULD AND IT IS AWESOME THAT YOU DID. I RECENTLY ASKED GOD TO COME IN AND COMPLETELY RESTORE ME. I DIDN'T LIKE ME AND I KNOW THAT HE COULDN'T USE ME FOR HIS GLORY IN THE NASTY STATE I WAS IN. HE NEEDED TO PREPARE ME FOR KINGDOM WORK. HE IS TEARING ME DOWN AS WE SPEAK AND IT IS ONE OF THE MOST PAINFUL PROCESS THAT I HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED NATURALLY OR SPIRITUALLY. BUT BECAUSE I AM SO READY TO BE JUST THAT MUCH CLOSER TO HIM, I SAID I WILL ENDURE. I DON'T KNOW IF YOU AND YOUR WIFE OR WIFE TO BE HAS FOUND A CHURCH HOME BUT I STRONGLY ADMIT THAT YOU GET UNDER SOME LEADERSHIP WHERE THE WORD IS BEING FED TO YOU. PAY YOUR TITHES AND OFFERING AND GOD SAID THAT HE WILL POUR YOU OUT A BLESSING YOU HAVE NOT ROOM TO RECIEVE. I AM NOT SURE IF THIS LADY IS YOUR WIFE BUT IF SHE IS NOT AND YOU ARE LIVING IN A SHACKING (FORNOCATING) SITUATION. THEN GOD CAN'T BLESS YOU LIKE HE WANTS TO. IF YOU ARE MARRIED, THEN GET SOME COUNSELING ESPECIALLY OWN FINANCE. ASK AND PRAY THAT GOD TEACH YOU TO BE A GOOD STEWARD OVER YOUR MONEY AFTER YOU HAVE GIVEN BACK YOUR 10% TO HIM. IF YOU ARE NOT MARRIED AND YOU AND THIS LADY LOVE ONE ANOTHER, GET SOME PRE MARTIAL COUNSELING AND MARRY THIS LADY SO THAT GOD CAN REALLY BLESS YOU LIKE HE WANTS TO. HE CAN'T BLESS IN MESS. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT. I THANK GOD THAT YOU ARE STANDING BEFORE HIM BOLDLY TELLING HIM THE AREA'S THAT YOU WANT TO IMPROVE IN. HE HEARS YOUR HEART AND I FEEL HE WILL BLESS YOU.