I humbly come before you Lord.. I CGMON need to change Lord.. You have dealt with me on many ocassions in regards to finances because I tended to put money first and was very materialistic.. through all the job losses and having nothing yet my fiance has stayed by my side to help me through it all.. I am a man I am supposed to be the provider... Lord I ask that you convict my heart to see the error of my ways and for me to stop being so harsh with my fiance when it is me that needs to change.. Lord help me to be more loving, affectionate, unselfish towards her.. Lord help me to have so much pride and allow her to feel that she has say so in our relationship to be marriage.. Lord let me desire to do right by her and our children if we have.. I want to be a better Christian - Man of God and a better man to her.. but I ask Lord that she doesn't have to suffer anymore for my change.. I open my heart and if it's not open enough Lord I ask for you to help me to open it more so I can be receptive to your word and teachings.. Lord help me to be a man that will make you proud and her happy and satisfied and bring security and assurance... In Christ's Precious and Merciful Name I ask this on October 6, 2010.. I claim I will be a different man when I see her this evening.. All things are possible through You Lord... AMEN