I'm slowly learning what "childlike faithfulness" means. I have been bombarding God with prayers about my situation. Finally, through the sermon Sunday on anxiety, I am learning to turn my worries over to Him. I also listened to an old sermon I had on CD tonight and there was one line that hit home. "When you trust God's faithfulness your response can preceed the results." Thank you God for getting me through this. Only You know the outcome and that's ok.