I am in a spirtual battle right now and darkness is trying to take my life. I called TBN and got prayer and as the lady was praying for me, the enemy was tormenting me in the back ground with suicide. This is the fourth time that I caught my husband cheating on me and it has literally drained me dry. Just before all this happen, I have been reading Joyce Meyer Book the power of simple prayer and in one of the chapters, she was talking about asking God to concentrate you. I prayed that prayer for days and then BAM!! All of these things started to surface in my life. I have always been a strong person so to get to the point where I would even consider suicide scares me and rips my heart apart. I have been praying that God will show me my calling for I know that I have a strong one over my life. Where do I go from here. My heart is drained and my mind is in a spiritual rut at this point. Please pray that God have his way with me and if this is part of the process, then please pray that God gives me the strength to continue to go through it.

2nd prayer request. Please pray that my daughter who is a model and actress (10 years old) start to get some paying roles that can finacially set us. She loves it and she is very good at it. She even wants to have her own show and I often tell her that God looks at that as a small thing and to continue to pray and IF it is God's will then he will make it happen. Please pray her sucess.

3rd. I need a financial blessing. I want to be a lender not a borrow. I want to be so rich that I am able to help others.

Thanks