I have been dating a guy for 8 almost nine in 11 days. He told me he loved me we were supposed to be involved. He's hot headed and gets mad at me a-lot. He pushed me into a wall a few times out of anger (but it was usually because i would try n stop him from walking out on me) He told me he wanted a future with me. Me and my mother had huge problems and i was depressed and went to go live with my grandmother in a different state, i told him i would come back as much as he needed me to and he became depressed that i left. After that things took a huge turn and he would get mad at me constantly over little things. One day i became very depressed but i was too depressed to pray i cried for days non-stop i know (shame on me). i don't know what to do..we worked our problems out and i told him he needs to be open with his feelings instead of being angry with me, he agreed and that night he left me. He said that he abused me emotionally an physically sometimes and he doesn't know what got into him, he loves me so much but just cant be with me anymore. I broke down, he woke me up at 2am after he made me think we were making it. He said he would be my friend but that was it, and that felt like a knife was going through my chest just a terrible pain..i begged him to try again hat this wasn't fair to me, that i would move back with my mom to make him happy, that if he really loved me he wouldn't reject me this way. He constantly tells me he loves me...But he says he doesnt know if he wants to be with me. Today i told him i am coming back, that i dont want to lose him this way and he cried n said he wants me to. an hour later he changes his mind INSTANTLY, telling me he doesn't know and told me he loved me. But every time i ask him why he is confusing me he is too deep in thought to want to explain it to me...does he know how much hes hurting me? i prayed..But i dont think it was the right prayer, i am so depressed that iam getting sick i sometimes dont even sleep because i cy for hours straight and go to school n fall asleep in class. Please pray for me, i dont know how to pray about this..i dont know if i sound stupid i just dont know what to do anymore.