I placed a request earlier for guidance with an aspect of my faith. Now I know this prayer is being answered as I have struck up a conversation with someone who is in the know about my issue, while I said I didn't want mans word, what he has said so far does seem to be making sense. I praise God that He is guiding me. But the search is very tough emotionally and demanding. I have lots of fears about it too. Please Lord, I pray that if it is only my own fears that are getting in the way of this, then I ask you Lord in Jesus name to please simply smash through the fears and show me YOUR truth. I am getting tired of this now as it has been going on pretty much since I came to Christ. I just want to know one way or another, or if there is even some kind of middle ground. YOU are the one who knows the truth Lord, please deliver it to me so I can just get on with worshipping you and praising you in the way YOU want me to. I feel I cannot move past this until it is resolved. I give it over to you Lord please take it from me and show me the way.

Thank you Lord. Amen.