Help me God with what to do next. The anger he showed last night tells me he still blames me and thinks I am incapable of changing. Change isn't easy, but with God's help I can accomplish anything. My transgressions are not unforgivable. I was selfish and self-centered. I am trying to be a more Godly wife. How can he see that when he won't come home and try? Thank you God for never abandoning me and for never forsaking me. Amen.