I have just started counseling with a Christian counselor to uncover why all my relationships fail, including my recent marriage. I have discovered I have MAJOR abandonment issues that stem from my mother never wanting me. Please pray for a healing and a deep love to grow inside of me. I have been hurting so badly inside. There is an abandoned little boy inside of me who never grew up. That little boy is holding on so tight to the women he has loved that they leave anyway. Please Lord heal my heart.