I have a delimma. I was raised by a gaurdian who molested me a few times as a child. The thing is I must have blocked this memory out of my mind for almost 15 years, because only nearly a year ago I remembered. When I did recall it, a slight ounce of hatred entered me. I know that was wrong and frowned upon in GOD's eyes. I believe he has no idea that I remember what he did to me. As a child and teenager he would express how much he loved me and he would go out of his way to make sure I had every thing that he could give, just as good parents treat their children. He was my parent when I didn't have my parents, however my whole life he was also on drugs and would talk badly and down to me when he was high or searching for one, if I didn't give him money or whatever else he wanted. I wouldn't talk to him with the best respect as a child either because of everything he did to me over the years. It makes me so sick when I here everyone telling me how good he has treated me and how much he loves me. We had a horrible fall out and I am told that he's been sad and weeping over the fall out. I am unsure if I should tell him that I remember what he did to me. Can anyone give me some guidance, imput, and prayer to what I should do and how do I get past this.