I am needing the Lord, today. My husband and I are separated, and I am at my wits end. I have prayed and prayed. there are no words left. I need the Lord to end this trial one way or the other, for the sake of my sanity. I know He holds the future, so I will be okay whatever may come. I just can't take this limbo anymore. I love my husband more than anything, but if he wants to go, then go. I am tired of waiting. Sinful? probably. But surely God knows how much I can take. sometimes I wish he didn't have so much faith in me. Please, pray. Our son is hurtiing so much and I am becoming numb. How long, Oh, Lord, will you be mocked? the enemy is really kicking me hard in this one. I want closure...I want the Lord to show up and be praised and magnified...losing hope.