my husband Josh who is working in Afghanistan emailed me in May saying he feels like something is missing and there is more to life than to get married and have kids. this took me off guard and broke my heart. he had no contact with me even reguarding our 2 kids. I struggled with depression over this, but just kept praying and developed a closer relationship with God. I stoped calling and emailing Josh and focused on taking care of my kids and making myself get over the depression. Out of nowhere Josh started calling and emailing me and when we talked he acts like he never sent that email. At first I thought my prayers were answered, but now he is pulling away again so I am not sure if he is just playing games with me. Please pray for my marriage and Pray for Josh I wish he would have a closer relationship with God. Please Pray that the Lord will keep me strong and not slip back into a depression. Thank you