This past year God showed me He was answering prayers I have been praying my whole life. He was giving me the breakthrough I had waited for for so long. And was ready to pour out blessings I could barely imagine. But fear and depression like I had never had before entered my life, and I lost the breakthrough and blessings. And in it all I saw how much I have not been a diligent servant to God and how my heart was wrong towards Him, even when I was trying so hard to seek Him and please Him! My heart has been completely broken this year.

Please pray that the Lord would give the grace of still bringing me into everything He ever intended for me. Please pray that I will truly secure the answers to those prayers. Please pray that He does not change His plans for me because of unfaithfulness, but gives me the chance to live up to everything He made me for. I'm praying for a second chance for everything He spoke for me. Please pray for me too! What God wanted to do with my life was miraculous and amazing and would have shown His goodness so much! Please pray He still wants to do that and the doors that seem impossible to open would be opened! But most please pray I would draw close to Him and honor Him in all things. Thank you! Rev. 3:7