I feel for you guys, my marriage didn't last. My husband got upset when I told him that I was pregnant. He would curse me, leave me when I was so swollen that I couldn't walk to go hiking. After the baby was born he ignored him and spent all his time reading. When his mom gave him the option of paying off his school loan and leave me and the baby he took it. He rarely sees our son and now my son can't stand him. I will keep you all in prayer, keep the faith and focus on God. Things will get better.