Mel...I really have no more time for this. My issue is and remains your disrespect to the Father. I will not tolerate that from anyone...and frankly your opinion of me means less to me than the way you speak about him...FAR LESS. You will find this kind of anger in the Word...Jesus experienced it in the temple when the money changers were INSULTING of His Father...it is called righteous anger. And I meant what I said...if this is your impression of delighting in God...then so be it...you need serious help in understanding what that means because you do not. There is no excuse for being insulting to the Father not length of time of being saved...not having a bad day...He is the Creator...and each time you get angry you do THIS. And no...I am not aware of EVER having done this in my entire time of being with God. I have complained and gotten upset with people...but most people do not speak as you about him. I have NEVER seen that before! I have had quite enough of that...while there are parts of you I have pride in, this one is totally unacceptable. None of my comments had anything to do with your asking to lose your protection from God...that is utter nonsense but I will not get into why that is not possible Theologically. I just cannot and will not handle your disrespect of God...I am done with it.