adoring1 Wrote:Mel...enough! The first paragraph of your post approaches blasphemy in how you are speaking of our God. I for one love him and find the tone that you take with him and about him very offensive. If you do not want to follow His will don't. But don't profess to be a Christian any more either because that is one of the requirements. I asked you once before to please be respectful of our Father...but clearly you do not see that to be important. Only getting what you want is... and the truth be known...God will not save this man for you to marry him. It is not about you! Everything is not about you! There are people posting prayers on this board that are dying...or dealing with dying...or losing their entire lives, there are a lot of people suffering and like you waiting and many have been waiting for years! What makes you think that you are any different? You go on and on about some man who has told you point blank he doesn't want you, won't want you and you act as though this is the end of the world. Well it isn't and frankly you need to grow up! I f this man chooses to become saved he will...but if he doesn't your hissy fits and disrespect to God and therefore other Christians won't change it.

God did not make your boyfriend an unbeliever...neither did Satan. Your boyfriend made his own choice. God did not make you fall in love with an unbeliever...you did that on your own knowing full well that God forbid you to date one. You are now angry because you did not follow his instructions. God does not owe you anything, you owe him everything...and if your prayers don't line up with his will he won't answer them...if you don't like it...that is just too bad. He is God... not you and he gets to make the judgment call. If you don't like that oh well! If you see the way you are behaving as delighting in God then you need to get some serious help! And until you learn how to do so and revere him...you will not get the answers you are looking for. Your temper tantrums are very unappealing Mel and they don't change anything. Only poorly behaved children act like this when they don't get what they want...and wise parents know when they need the rod applied to their backsides. Keep it up Mel...and God will apply it to yours!

Jesus...keep me near the cross and keep this kind of impurity far from my soul!

Adoring1... even your words came off as offensive, even un-Christian-like to my nature... telling someone they need serious help... and to not profess myself as a Christian anymore because of what I've said... Do you know how many believers even thought of the same things I've said when they recently became saved or have been saved in the longest time...? You are/were also no different... And saying my words are via impurity... saying how "proud" you were of me and staying strong one minute then saying "frankly you need to grow up!" and the like the next... clearly I have NOT had a good day today. My aunt's house just got broken in, property damaged. I had to do a LOT of work by myself at work today as well and I am exhausted. I too have not been feeling good as of late... I'm worrying about my dad... and my mom... our finances are NOT up to peak... and now to hear these words from you of all people here on this site... truly hurtful... And you thinking my sacrifice to saving another is WRONG? Today is 9/11, I'm sure people have sacrifice THEIR well-beings to save others... others could have came to Christ on this day too. If you thought my words were offensive... read back yours... out of rage and anger that should not have been in you... that's not like you at all... So I had to clear things out of my head... out of due respect to you and to Christ himself... I know that you don't think there are other people, even saved, have said these things themselves... you cannot say that you haven't... And I'M praying for HIS salvation and THAT'S not lining up to His will? Last time I checked it WAS! And calling me a 'poor behaved child'... if you had the memory when you were say 4-5 and not know what right from wrong was at the time, it is just the same. You cannot say that you weren't like this before... we ALL have. We just can't be BORN saved. I was saved at 17... while people are just now getting saved at 40-50 years old! And in a threatening statement saying "Keep it up... and God will apply it (the rod) to yours (my backside)!" If God didn't the first time, I wouldn't have been saved today now wouldn't I? Think about what you have said to me... and how hurtful and rage-like your comment had become... I will say no more.