I really need prayer as I have decided not to call my husband for anything and see if he would initiate a conversation regarding the children or anything. Well, today I need his opinion regarding our 5 year old daugther. I text him to call me which he did, I explained the situation and he told me hold on I will call you back. What annoyed me was that my mind started thinking that he would be asking advise from the other woman and then call me back. Thus, I looked at his cellular usage and saw that she has been calling him everyday, they talk everyday. It is killing me. Then, my husband just text me and gave me his answer instead of talking to me on the phone. I just feel so miserable, how can he leave everything including his children. He does not pay one cent, only stays with them when it is convenient to him. I have been holding off on the child support because, I was thought I wanted my marriage to be resolved. I guess I do, I do not know anymore. I finally found a church that I like, have been praying for his return but I do not know anymore. They did tell at church that now the Devil will be coming full force and I think he is. Please pray for me as I need focus to study for my 1st nursing exam this Monday, I need peace in my heart, need patience and need guidance... I need some kind of hope!!! I need to know that he still cares... THe devil is holding back...I am beginning the hate the other woman that I want to call her and curse her out but that would be lowering myself. What should I do? Show my husband that he will lose everything? He is having his cake and eating it too? PLease pray for me and the children.