Be careful of what you desire because God may grant you just what you want. Even if he sees that later you will live to regret it, just to teach you a lesson for being so stubborn. He may want you to learn to wait on him but you are too blinded with this man to see it. Listen to God telling you to move on and put your trust on him, and not in someone who doesn't want you. Infatuation or obsession will get you nowhere with this man. We can't force someone to love us just as God won't force anyone to love him, for love has to come free from within not forced. Good Luck and Listen to God.