My husband Josh emailed me in May that he feel he is missing out on something, and thinks there is more to life than being married and having kids. I was so taken off guard. We have 2 beautiful daughters. He has pretty much shut us out. We do not get phone calls just a email maybe once every 10 days replying to an email I send. I was really happy. I am so scared because Our 9 year old who is actually mine from a previous relationship but we have been married since she was little and she thinks of him as a father, she has just been diagnoised with a kidney disease in June that her father died from. Our 3 year has a lot of behavior issues. I really miss Josh. I only have my sister to talk to,but Iknow she is starting to get sick of hearing about it because she feels I should have already accepted it by now. Josh was my best friend and I thought we had a good life together. Please pray for my marriage and that Josh will realize he is making a mistake and he misses us. I really am not sure how much more I can take I just have way to much stress on me right now and I need him. Thank you for your prayers when I read them they are such a comfort to me, Heather