Ashley, only you and God can know if you should go or stay. As you are not married walking away is a choice that is honorable if that be what you and God decide. However, while you choose to stay...God will use this situation to grow you, mature you and prepare you either for this man or the man that will ultimately be your husband. I believe with all my heart the lessons that you are learning are going to be necessary no matter who you are with. Marriage/relationships are difficult and they take great faith and patience. Changing partners as so many people have learned does not solve the problems we face in them...only growth in God does. Stay focused...I can see your growth in the prayers you pray for others...stay strong in the faith...it will open your heart to places so deep and vast you will find them utterly amazing. May God bless you real good! In Jesus name...Amen!