Thank you adoring1.

I rarely ever post a prayer request here. Today I felt led to.
I am not sure why.. This forum is awesome.
My spirit commands me to pray for.. by the wisdom I have gained, & most days I am @ peace. Today however I feel very heavy, my spirit & heart, & I am not sure why.
Not since day before divorce, did I feel this heaviness.
No, I have since let him go in that I have no desire for his return.
Many signs in this for me that it is over.
& yes, that I love, my love is as you say/ the unconditional, as I did see the man's heart & I know GOD. But to be hurt to the extent & the mess left on my plate/ today, I just felt I needed to ask for prayers.
My intent is to not hurt him... just as God, God Forgives our sins.
& I am @ peace in my life, there is renewed order, things to do, people that have taken the place, friendships, where I have adjusted.
Today my spirit feels very heavy.. maybe it was the ridiculous posts on here by the anti of Christ's.. I am not sure...
I love God & have grown SO much over the years & no pain, NONE, of this world can remove that from me. When one heals spiritually & there is growth in HIM, it only builds.
I appologize for my length, that it focused on me.. I prefer to speak from a place of healing & etc. Most days I am filled to the brim with happiness, & in GOD. I know I am VERY Blessed.
I am saddened that he walked in & back out of my life with such ease & etc etc.. & as you say, YES, I can & do love.. if I did not love him I would never have married him!!! BUT, now he is God's.
LOL I just feel so intense today..
thank you for your prayers, they mean a lot to me.
At my age, I want so badly to give, from a place of wisdom & inner strength built on HIM & HIS TRUTH!
I really do not have regrets in life/ I think that is part of our growing in CHRIST, that we walk forward. I know in HEAVEN we are healed.
I wouldn't kick the dog if I had one/ but I do feel the anger that is normal in grief, today.. & heavier than I usually do.. mostly it comes only for a brief moment anymore then leaves me.. it's all part of the stages. God Is Love, that I know.
In HIM we have immense power, because God IS LOVE!!!
This is what I know. Love IS.
I think I need a big ice cream float & yes, the bible for some of HIS WORDS. Thank you.
Thank YOU LORD, PRECIOUS JESUS!
Amen.

adoring1 Wrote:FAther...bring healing to this wounded soul...but bring wisdom too. Replaying what this man did in his cruelty will simply keep the wound open...rather focus on the word of God and leave the past in the past. By His stripes we are healed. I will never leave you or abandon you...I the Lord of Hosts will be your husband. Father lead her to those scriptures that will bring her healing and peace. Whenever she feels the need to replay the hurt...if it be in your will...lead her to a scripture that she can memorize and repeat to banish the thoughts of the enemy. Help her to fall totally in love you with Jesus to the point that she can love her ex-husband in an Agape way without conditions as you do! And then...let him go from her thoughts and leave him to you! Father that this man behaved horribly is clear...but so has mankind...and your example is that you looked beyond our faults and saw our needs. Let it be so with us. Let us forgive that we may know your peace, love, and restoration. In Jesus mighty name...Amen!