& all the claims of what he & I were to do for God, all the huge big dreams & plans that were supposedly, "of God," well..
apparently they are now for his next wife & him.

I say, test the spirits!

God I ask that YOU REMOVE all evil, from those we love, those we have loved, as the destruction of the evil one is great.

I am @ peace with my life & God Continues To Show me much, post all of this trauma/drama, but be forewarned that unless one is able to stand on their own two feet & live in HIS WORD, there are other spirits not of God that can be @ work.
I am healed & whole, divorced. I am happy, with things to do & a new life. But I continue to live by HIS WORD.
God Has Shown me much & I believe that my life has grown because I was able to stand still, to hear & listen to HIM.
I was married, I was happy, but my now ex, is off into other women's arms, his claims, "till death do us part," are not so.
God Is My Spouse.
I no longer desire him back.
God Has Shown me that he does not belong to me anylonger, that now He Is God's, that the two of them have unfinished business.
But biblically my ex is not free to date or remarry. I know this is true. The powers of GOD ARE. There is nothing I can do or change.
But I seek salvation of those I love.
I do not sit & cry (I used to some time ago, but the tears dried up. How can I cry for someone that does not desire me? .. I quit crying over him. It was of no use. )
God Showed me to stand tall. To stand in THE FIRE.
Live according to HIS WORD.
Divorce is horrendous. It's not of HIM.
But God IS.
So I am ok, but I do ask prayers that my life mend, because there is much damage left behind & it was & is all on my plate to deal with.
ALL OF IT. I weary some days taking care of the details.
I know there is a GOD & there is GOD'S JUSTICE.
I await the day that I see all those I love in Heaven. I can wait.
& I pray. There is much work to do for all of us, as Christians, for the broken hearted for those that are not. Our hearts are healed in HIM, by HIS LOVE & HIS TRUTH.
Each person stands before God. I choose to stand firm in THE FIRE.
& I await that glorious day of JESUS' RETURN!
IN HIS PRECIOUS NAME. AMEN.

Guest Wrote:I'm asking for healing from all the damage my ex husband did to me & in my life. It is huge. I typed it out but cannot bring myself to put it all here. I loved this man with all my heart & soul. He caused such enormous damage to me, & in my life. I don't want to hurt him by putting all the details but it was so huge & left such devastation. He went along like it was nothing, to begin his life again with someone else. I was always faithful to him. My heart bleeds for those who have been married & their spouse up & leaves & just goes about their merry way. Do they not see God? I do not want him back anymore.
I finally realized that my prayers were not to ask him back (I used to pray this for so long but in the end it didn't help change a thing).
He wanted the divorce so many times & for so long & in his continued absence, I gave it to him.
I pray to heal. I pray that those that are married or are contemplating marriage do so according to HIS WORD.
My ex h claimed he was free to marry biblically but I later learned this was not so (after married/ he says his wife had cheated on him, which turned out to be a lie from what I learned). It was my 1st marriage.
I claim God's Salvation & I pray that my ex goes to Heaven. But I pray for God's Justice, that those who seek to destroy marriage, the vows they made, till death do us part, that there Is A Righteous God, that will see that all is as it should be.
I never cheated on him, I was happy. I will stop because I do not want to hurt him or further damage him by placing details here.
But I ask that God Wrap His Arms Around me.
I learned that the pain caused by divorce is serious & lingering.
I am glad that God Has Made me strong on the inside. That I will live my life according to HIS WORD. I ask for healing of my heart & my life, from this most difficult & quite traumatic experience.
I am very empathetic to those who have been cheated on & left behind. God Bless you all.