I'm asking for healing from all the damage my ex husband did to me & in my life. It is huge. I typed it out but cannot bring myself to put it all here. I loved this man with all my heart & soul. He caused such enormous damage to me, & in my life. I don't want to hurt him by putting all the details but it was so huge & left such devastation. He went along like it was nothing, to begin his life again with someone else. I was always faithful to him. My heart bleeds for those who have been married & their spouse up & leaves & just goes about their merry way. Do they not see God? I do not want him back anymore.
I finally realized that my prayers were not to ask him back (I used to pray this for so long but in the end it didn't help change a thing).
He wanted the divorce so many times & for so long & in his continued absence, I gave it to him.
I pray to heal. I pray that those that are married or are contemplating marriage do so according to HIS WORD.
My ex h claimed he was free to marry biblically but I later learned this was not so (after married/ he says his wife had cheated on him, which turned out to be a lie from what I learned). It was my 1st marriage.
I claim God's Salvation & I pray that my ex goes to Heaven. But I pray for God's Justice, that those who seek to destroy marriage, the vows they made, till death do us part, that there Is A Righteous God, that will see that all is as it should be.
I never cheated on him, I was happy. I will stop because I do not want to hurt him or further damage him by placing details here.
But I ask that God Wrap His Arms Around me.
I learned that the pain caused by divorce is serious & lingering.
I am glad that God Has Made me strong on the inside. That I will live my life according to HIS WORD. I ask for healing of my heart & my life, from this most difficult & quite traumatic experience.
I am very empathetic to those who have been cheated on & left behind. God Bless you all.