Mel, no, your prayers are not wrong. I've gone through situations myself where I felt that my little faith at that time wasn't enough. God strengthened my faith through those trials though. He increased my faith, helped me to tell mountains to move, showd me how to bind any negative thinking or situations. I still have struggles too, but through my trials, God increased my faith, and he will increase your faith too.
God I pray that you provide Mel with direction. She desperately needs direction in all of these areas that she is struggling with and questioning. Help her to first seek your direction. After she has sought your direction God, give her the strength to carry out those things that you have asked her to do. Help her to hear you and not to ignore your calling or direction, even if it doesn't seem like what she wants, because your way is better than our way. Please provide joy for her, restoration of a strong faith, healing, and guidance. show her your love and help her to see how you are working for her. In Jesus' name, Amen.