Mel remember that for God nothing is impossible he can move mountains for us. Just believe and dream as a little child, as the bible tells us, and keep on going with faith in your heart and allowing God to be you all in your life. He will give you the desires of your heart better than you could had ever dream. Just never give up and remember it's in his timing not ours. In the meantime keep moving forward with your life, and serving God. Concentrate on God and leave it all at his cross for it's only Him who knows what our future holds for us, just be open to his will.
Dear Lord help Mel to put priorities first with you being on the top of the list. Have your perfect will be done these situations and in Mel's life. I pray in Jesus name, amen.