I know i'm now complete loser in your eye's teacher, but that's just another excuse for this mess I have to live in. It's nice that I live in aurora, the life is short, an I shouldn't be living like a slob if you really cared for me. I don't have to do what you say always, there is a jungle out there, an I only stay, because I feel it might get me the better life. Well if my life wasn't worse, I wish it were more creative an long lasting, because staying at hotels alone, is no fair picnic. I Wsh you open my eye's again, an show me what life's really about if i'm not crazy. Because it's unfair there's newer ride's, an girls all the time, an you know how my days are. It's a sin how you treat people sometimes, you make life so good, but you can't make better phone calls, so your people isin't un happy, i'm waiting for you to make my network alot greater then staying at hotels, so help me stay positive an show me what your made of.