Hi, I am requesting prayer because I, too, am a spiritual warrior who knows and believes in the power of God, creator of all who has sent his son to die on the cross for our sins, and that ultimate power. I have had a life of adversity, which God has guided me to overcome and use for his honor and for this I am grateful for his grace and love in every aspect in my life. I have been a cycle breaker all of my life and been fighting bullies since I was young, which is why I sought out spiritual warfare and learned a better way to fight them. Bullies are oppressors and seeking to keep us away from the grace and love of God and power of Jesus Christ dieing on the cross for our sins.
I have dabbled in studying different religions and believe that the core values are very similar and come from above and that it is the great deceiver who uses his powers to pit them against each other. It is through these studies that I found that it comes down to seven deadly sins (Pride, envy/lust, jealousy, anger, sloth, greed and vanity) and they are controlling much of the world, through false powers such as fears and anxieties, of which are insecurities and violate faith in the great creator and in no way honor his name, ways or his son, Jesus Christ or the Holy Spirit. These are powers for the human ego, which give a false sense of power. I have studied these sins within myself first and also within those whom I have been around, not judging the person but not tolerating or accepting this false sense of power in or around my life.
Late last year I met a man, who attended church regularly, cared for his ailing mother, had been a caretaker for his dieing father and late wife. Since I had two previously failed marriages, so I thought maybe my prayers for a God fearing and loving man were answered, only to be deceived by the great deceiver from below once again. This man shows to be a malignant sociopath and I have been praying and struggling since. He has been put in jail several times this last year all coming down to a variety of abuses including physical abuse on me. I recently filed for divorce, because I do not believe that God expects us to endure abuse of this sort. My perception of these sociopathic personalities are that they are simply vessels for the great deceiver and this may be due to karmic debts, choices for personal sins and/or not truly understanding nor seeking the true power of God, through Jesus Christ, (believing they are not accountable for their words, thoughts or actions, and seeking a weakness or kindness in the attempt to pass their accountability to an innocent Godly vessel for victimization). I am not perfect (that is Jesus Christ) nor do I expect anyone else to be, neither do I accept to be a victim or scapegoat for another’s irresponsibility or ego power trip. I ask for mercy on these souls and forgive them and give them to God to deal with.
I believe that I am a kind person and I believe that this kindness is being mistaken for a weakness when kindness is actually and awesome and honorable power given by God, when used for his honor.
I have had to get a protection order on this man, yet he will not stay away and continues to beg me for help because I continued to give him chance after chance. He is oblivious to his own accountability; filled with vain words, slander, vengefulness and wickedness when he does not get his way. I know that God can heal this, however, he has to want it and ask God for this and listen for the voice of God to guide him, so this is something that is out of my control. I do not want him to lose his job, so I do not call the law on him, but I don't let him in my home or open the door for him.
I believe that all things happen for a reason and that I am being tested in an attempt to be oppressed by Satan. I have been praying against this malignancy for approximately 15 years and have seen the power of God work through my intercessory prayer and I am feeling like I am now being sent stronger powers from below to get and keep me oppressed. I lost my only source of income shortly after marrying this man, he has damaged things on and in my home and seems to be trying to damage many aspects of my life too. I know that the damage he has caused is only physical and this truly does not mean anything to me, especially compared to my soul. I would give everything up for God but will not jump and fall for vessels of this sort but I feeling a little weary and in need of prayer and guidance.
I am asking for prayer to honor God and assist in binding this attempt of domination. Jesus cast satan down at the mount and deemed him powerless and for this I am thankful. I know that God is at work in this and that those who believe and wait on the Lord will prevail with ease. I believe that God has used me to guide others out of generational debts and cycles. I have overcome many obstacles by the grace and love of God, hard work and sincere soul searching and believe that he will remove this block in my path also. God Bless you all of God’s prayer warriors and children. Thank you for all of your prayers in these troubled times and for any guidance that you may have for me.
" Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may recieve mercy and find grace to help in the time of need." - Hebrews 4:16
