Dear Lord please, give me the ability to forget the past, to forgive and move on with my life. My husband has done some things in the past that I consider deceiving, by omitting information that I should have been made aware of. By doing so I cannot seem to get past it. I can go for awhile and then it pops up in by brain and I continue to bring it up. I know this is satan trying to get to me and I allow it. Please give me the strength to stop allowing this and stop bringing up the past. I pray for my husband that he no longer feels he has to keep things from me. That he no longer has the urge to do things that he knows are wrong. That we may move on as a couple and make this work. It is hard sometimes and takes a heavy toll on me. I try to do the right thing always, but by no means am I perfect, nor do I think so. When we discuss anything he always turns it around to be my fault, why do men do that? Why can't they just take responsibility for their actions. Please Lord, Just give me strength and courage. In Jesus name. Amen.