I'm still sober, praise GOD! Been trying to move forward & forget about the past, however my husband continues to allow himself to feel guilty, depressed & is even saying mean things towards me to push me away. He's giving up & instead of moving forward he is just isolating himself. His arm is becoming infected due to the recent drug relapse & he refuses to get help. He says what for? Someone please help this is horrible I keep praying but it just keeps going from bad to worse. We need prayers. Last night he slept in his home office & has been isolated there all day. I tried to pray over him & talk to him & he ignores me. I have been praying & surrounding myself with the word & he finally left to get alcohol & is now isolating himself in the garage! He won't eat & refuses to be around any of us even our 3 year old who is his biggest fan! I'm trying to remain strong but he is being so negative & gloomy. Help me GOD & help my husband the devil is laughing in our sorrow!!! I trust you GOD & know you are real. I thank you for never giving up on me/us. Please continue to help us!